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I read my last post, I don't understand what i'm goin through that day. I remember the friday, but i forget about the monday, i said that i received a call that made me tremble all over.... ?? what's that all about, and it's in the middle of ramadhan....

Aha, now i remember..... it's my sister.... I still can't figure out the way they think about my problems... my needs... It seems that I have all the obligations but have no rights... I have to do this, and do that, but i can't do something for myself, even spend some time with my friends....

honestly, right now i'm practically have no friend, cause they won't allow me to have one. All I can do in the weekend is sleep, go around here and there, sit, watch tv..... everytime I want to have my own activities, they start talking that i'm a "anak d****ka" ......
like i have no life.... and then on monday I have to go back to work.....

if you can't have a great weekend..... then you don't have a life.... no matter how good you at work, you'll fall eventually....


sick guy! that's me....

somebody... help me!!!!