part of me says "just stop the journey, put it to an end...." and forget all the trouble it could've made, don't mind all the cosequences it may result... just go on with life and follow where the wind blows....
But somehow I know i'll regret if i do that, somehow I know it's not the right thing to do. I know if i only follow the wind, doesn't mean I won't have to deal with troubles and problems, troubles and problems always find a way to caught me...
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Thursday, July 12, 2007
today
nothing special today.... just deal with day to day works....
something special this week.... don't know why, i feel this week is very looooong.... i feel very tired and i can't get some quality sleep..... dots.... i like to write them after every sentences i wrote..... maybe it's reflecting me... who always stuck to past times.....
emptiness, pointless, meaningless.
those three words are describes me the most right now. can somebody help me?
thanks.
best regards,
adi gia utama
content account << does this mean anything?
something special this week.... don't know why, i feel this week is very looooong.... i feel very tired and i can't get some quality sleep..... dots.... i like to write them after every sentences i wrote..... maybe it's reflecting me... who always stuck to past times.....
emptiness, pointless, meaningless.
those three words are describes me the most right now. can somebody help me?
thanks.
best regards,
adi gia utama
content account << does this mean anything?
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
me
see subject....
I dont know why, but that word always pop up in my mind whenever I want to write subject for my blog.... maybe it's mean that I'm a self oriented person....
today I skip my lunch, because I had an important meeting, also because my stomach is full. I have a "heavy" breakfast this morning.....
It's my 8th month working as a content account in Telkomsel... still i always "overwhelmed".......
I dont know why, but that word always pop up in my mind whenever I want to write subject for my blog.... maybe it's mean that I'm a self oriented person....
today I skip my lunch, because I had an important meeting, also because my stomach is full. I have a "heavy" breakfast this morning.....
It's my 8th month working as a content account in Telkomsel... still i always "overwhelmed".......
Friday, June 22, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
Tuesday, 2 days after the conflict...
two days... or approximately more than 60 hours since the conflict. still leave a scar and pain in my heart.... emptiness and heaviness filled my heart at the same time... it's like i wanna cry but i have no energy left to cry... still have no reason to live my life... no reason to work.... just go by the flow.... make me a sick man... have no life...
my phone rings... sms from the one who still care for me, asking me whether i'm still at the office or not... surely i'm still doing things related to my works....
anyway... i don't know what else i can do, or say, or feel.........
you know.... if you feel very very very sad.... and it's like you have no energy even to take a single step....
hoping to have a better situation tomorrow...
:((
my phone rings... sms from the one who still care for me, asking me whether i'm still at the office or not... surely i'm still doing things related to my works....
anyway... i don't know what else i can do, or say, or feel.........
you know.... if you feel very very very sad.... and it's like you have no energy even to take a single step....
hoping to have a better situation tomorrow...
:((
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