:: my days... ::

Alhamdulillah....

it's friday, it's 3.30pm, and it's ramadhan.....
this afternoon i will go back to bogor, although my friends are going to have a "party" tonight, i guess i just have to pass it and hope i won't regret it.

it will be hard time for me for the next three days, face to face with a dillema. i don't know what will happen, i can't loose it all.

next monday i must come up with a decision "take it or leave it".... it's hard... i don't know, maybe i'm just affraid to face new things, new environment. and also affraid to leave things behind, i'm affraid that i make a bad impression to the one i left behind...... once again.... a dillema.....

i don't know if anyone will ever read this writings, i just hope writing what i feel and what i hope will give a little ballance in my emotion....

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do you really think that salary is above all??

abd muis, 15:39..... still have doubts....